oH yeah i just remembered when my dad took the car in to fix the window that stephen kicked out, apparently he said “yeah my retarded son did that.”
Dad???? What the fuck???? Jesus fuck how dare you??? My mom said that my dad told her he said that, which idk why he told her, but i guess he did.
I just feel so bad for my dad sometimes. Not for shit like, because thats fucking offensive. But like, we were on a plane to visit Oberlin and he just out of the blue says to me “you know, if stephen were different, i wouldve told him that if you were to go out with a girl, and she was saying yes the whole night, but then says no at the last minute, you immediately stop”.
And he always gets so mad/sad we dont all eat at the dining room table, or that we dont all go out together as a family. And i feel that, but…
Dad this is our life, and youve had 16 years to be upset about it, and that we cant do things like most “”“normal families”“”“+ 1 million quotation marks do.
But it’s way past time to move on and make the best of what we have.